Em va encantar aquesta cançó, la vaig cantar durant molts anys, sense tenir ni idea de què es tractava. Ara que sé, i finalment em va sorprendre, que els somriures químics i tota la cosa "daddy" fa pensar en una cosa molt més fosca, encara m'encanta la cançó, però des d'un punt de vista completament diferent. Ja que et sacseja fins a un punt d'una parada cardíac i que et fa pensar, quina era la realitat, el que era el desig, el que era la por i el que era la força i no ser capaç de dir que no? I used to love this song, I used to sing along to it for many many years, having absolutely no idea what it was all about. Now that I know, and it finally dawned on me, that chemical smiles and the whole "daddy" thing hints to something much darker, I still love the song, but from a completely different standpoint. As it shakes you up till your heart stops and it makes you think, what was the reality, what was desire, what was fear and what was force and not being able to say no? Like his dad you know that he's had Animal nitrate in mind Oh in your council home he jumped on your bones Now you're taking it time after time
Oh, what turns you on, oh? Now he has gone Oh, what turns you on, oh? Now your animal's gone
Well he said he'd show you his bed And the delights of the chemical smile So in your broken home he broke all your bones Now you're taking it time after time
Oh, what turns you on, oh? Now he has gone Oh, what turns you on, oh? Now your animal's gone
What does it take to turn you on, oh? Now he has gone Now you're over twenty-one, oh Now your animal's gone
Animal, he was animal, an animal, oh Animal, he was animal, an animal, oh Animal, animal, oh He's just an animal, an animal oh Animal, he was animal He's just an animal, an animal oh Animal, he was animal He's just an animal, an animal oh
Com el seu "daddy" tu saps que tenia Nitrit animal al seu cap Oh a la teva casa consell ell s'imposa als teus ossos Ara ho estas prenent temps rere temps Oh, què t’encén, oh? Ara, se n'ha anat Oh, què t’encén, oh? Ara el teu animal salvatge s'ha desaparegut Doncs, va dir et mostraria el seu llit I les delices d'un somriure quimic Així que a la teva casa trencada va trencar tots els teus ossos Oh, què t’encén, oi? Ara se n'ha anat Oh, què t’encén, oi? Ara el teu animal salvatge ha desaparegut Oh, què cal tenir per encendre't, oi? Ara se n'ha anat Ara estas més que vint-i-u, oh Ara el teu animal ha desaparegut Animal, era un animal, un animal, oh Animal, era un animal, un animal, oh Animal, animal, oh Ell és justament un animal, un animal oh Animal, era animal Ell és justament un animal, un animal oh Animal, era un animal Ell és justament un animal, un animal oh
Malta. Vaig visitar aquest petit país l'any 2000 i m'ha impressionat molt. Però molt més m'ha impressionat el fet que aquest país petitet és el primer país que ha presentat una legislació per ancorar una protecció per l'estat de les persones intersexuals. Com a primer país ha fet un pas envers una legislació protegint la gent intersexual amb el GIGESC - l'acte de la identitat sexual i l'expressió sexual i de les característiques sexuals. El "Gender Idenitity and Gender Expression and Sex Characteristics Act".
Per a mi, aquesta història és un altre cop un senyal que malgrat que un país sigui petit, hi ha impulsos i hi ha força per moure un munt de coses, i mostrar un camí on ningú no es vegi res.
Per a mi, la inclusió de la communitat LGBTI (lesbiana-gai-bisexual-transsexual-intersexual) és natural. Crec d'una manera o altra, cadascú hauria de respectar totes les possibilitats d'una expressió sexual. Sigui quin sigui. Vivim al segle 21.
Al mateix temps volia fer algunes recomanacions sobre el tema:
Una novel·la - Middlesex de'n Jeffrey Eugenides, un autor grec que no és intersex com el seu protagonista. (2002)
Una obra de poesia - Pansy de l'Andrea Gibson (2015) (poesia lesbiana)
Un altre poeta, aquesta vegada en Michael Faudet - Voyeur (edició anglesa) - un poema sobre masturbació. L'obra es diu Dirty Pretty Things i conté poesia i narrativa, citacions.
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something that Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it You know my body like the back of your hands And touch me and send me into ecstacy My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high Body rising Sweating Panting Make-up melting Pulling my hair and Scratching my back I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name Aye papi, eres tan grande y tan duro y mo lo das tan bueno...tu eres mi pecado mortal...cojelo otra vez... You fucking me makes me bilingual I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine And I struggle As you lick torturing me I try to get away but Not really Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos Again You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I'm told You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it Again and Again My face radiates with after-glow My pillow scented by you A fragrance which haunts me My room smells of the best sex I Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history You fucking me makes me bilingual
She work it girl, she work the pole She break it down, she take it low She fine as hell, she about the dough She doing her thing out on the floor Her money money, she makin' makin' Got the way she shakin' Make you want to touch it, make you want to taste it Have you lustin' for her, go crazy face it
She's so much more than you're used to She knows just how to move to seduce you She gone do the right thing and touch the right spot Dance in you're lap till you're ready to pop
She always ready, when you want it she want it Like a nympho, the info I show you where to meet her On the late night, till daylight the club jumpin' If you want a good time, she gone give you what you want
Baby It's a new age, You like my new craze Let's get together Maybe we can start a new phase The smokes got the club all hazy, Spotlights don't do you justice baby Why don't you come over here, you got me saying
Aayooh I'm tired of using technology, Why don't you sit down on top of me Aayooh I'm tired of using technology I need you right in front-- of me
In her fantasy, there's plain to see Just how it be, on me, backstrokin', Sweat soaking All into my set sheets When she ready to ride, I'm ready to roll I'll be in this bitch till the club close What should I do, on all fours Now that that shit should be against the law Different style, different move, Damn I like the way you move Girl you got me thinking about, All the things I'd do to you Let's get it poppin' shorty We can switch positions From the couch to the counters in my kitchen
Baby It's a new age, You like my new craze Let's get together Maybe we can start a new phase The smokes got the club all hazy, Spotlights don't do you justice baby Why don't you come over here, you got me saying
Aayooh I'm tired of using technology, Why don't you sit down on top of me Aayooh I'm tired of using technology I need you right in front of me Ooh she wants it, Ooh she wants it Hmm she wants it, I got to give it to her She wants it, Hmm she wants it Hmm she wants it, I got to give it to her I got to give it to her
Baby It's a new age, You like my new craze Let's get together Maybe we can start a new phase The smokes got the club all hazy, Spotlights don't do you justice baby Why don't you come over here, you got me saying
Aayooh I'm tired of using technology Why don't you sit down on top of me Aayooh I'm tired of using technology I need you right in front of me
Ella ho treballa noia, treballa el pal Ella ho fa de canya, ho fa baix i humil Ella bonica com l'infern, ella ho fa pels diners Ella fent el seu aquí damunt el sòl El seu fent diners diners, ella fent fent Té el truc, està tremolant Et fa voler tocar-la, et fa voler tastar-la Et fa sentir luxúria per ella, tornar-te boig, admet-ho!
Ella és molt més de què ets acostumat de tenir Ho sap just bé com moure's per seduir-te Farà la cosa bona i tocar el punt just Ballar damunt la teva falda fins que estiguis a punt d'escórrer-te
Ella sempre llesta, quan ho vulguis, ella ho desitja Com una nímfo, la info T'ensenyaré on pots trobar-la En les petites hores de la nit, fins a l'alba al club ballant Si vols passar-t'ho bé, et donarà just el que volies
Baby, és una era nova, T'agrada la meva nova obsessió. Anem a ajuntar-nos. Potser podem començar una etapa nova. El fum té el club tot boirós, Llums de l'escenari no et donen per tu, baby. Per què no hi véns aquí?, em tens dient
Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia, Per què no t'asseguis damunt meu? Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia,
Et necessito just davant -- meu
En la seva fantasia, i és evident per veure-ho Just com serà, damunt meu, acariciant l'espatlla, Suor amarant, tot mullant els meus llençols. Quan ella està llesta a muntar-me, sóc llest a rotllar Seré dins aquesta gossa fins que el club tanqui Què he de fer, a quatre grapes Doncs, aquella merda hauria de ser il·legal Estil diferent, moviment diferent, Collons, m'agrada la manera com et moguis Noia, em tens pensant sobre totes les coses que m'agradaria fer-te Anem a fer-ho, dimonis, noia. Podem intercanviar posicions Des del sofà fins els taulells dins la meva cuina.
Baby, és una era nova, T'agrada la meva nova obsessió. Anem a ajuntar-nos. Potser podem iniciar una nova etapa. El fum té el club tot calitjós, Llums de l'escenari no fan per tu, baby. Per què no véns aquí?, em fas dir
Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia, Per què no t'asseguis damunt meu? Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia,
Et necessit just davant meu Oh, ella ho vol fer-ho, Oh, ho vol fer-ho Mmm ho desitja, he de donar-li a ella Ho vol, Mmm ho desitja Mmm ho desitja, he de donar-li a ella He de fer-ho amb ella
Baby, és una era nova, T'agrada la meva nova obsessió. Anem a ajuntar-nos. Potser podem iniciar una nova etapa. El fum té el club tot boirós, Llums de l'escenari no et fan justícia, baby Per què no véns aquí?, em tens dient
Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia,
Per què no t'asseguis per sobre meu? Aayooh Estic fart d'utilitzar la tecnologia,